Several times I've heard, "I don't know how you do it." Honestly, I don't know either. What I do know is that I'm a bit of a crumpled mess right now. The tears are just under the surface. When I was at work yesterday and today as well, I really tried to keep my emotions from bubbling up at an inopportune time -- like when I was with patients, or picking out produce at the grocery store. And of course what has gone along with all of this is that I am eating all the wrong things. Can you go through the drive-thru twice at McDonalds?
|~My heart-stopping breakfast this morning~|
“We who choose to surround ourselveswith lives even more temporary than our own,live within a fragile circle;easily and often breached.Unable to accept its awful gaps,we would still live no other way.We cherish memory as the onlycertain immortality, never fullyunderstanding the necessary plan.”
As hard and sad as it can be and is, I would live no other way.
Thank-you again, friends, for sharing the loss of Bailey as well as Cissy and Joy too.
You all are truly the best!