Friday, May 18, 2012

Post-Partum Blues

I've decided that I'm suffering from a kind of 'post-partum-blues.'  I think this is partly due to the let down and end of the county wide food drive that I've been working on since February.  Along with working every day this week, Todd and the toxic-toad, and Sam I am, once again at the end of the week, totally exhausted.  

Sam's tumor has unfortunately gotten bigger.  The Chinese herbs that I've been giving him don't seem to be working to shrink its size.  I ordered new ones that arrived on Wednesday, but my fear is that we missed the window of time where they would have been effective.  Sam does seem to feel pretty well, but I've started him on pain medication to ease any discomfort he may be having.  I've not yet been able to take him to see 'the Mom' of his previous family.  She's been undergoing medical treatment this past week, so I am hoping next week she'll feel well enough for us to meet.

When I finally arrived home this afternoon, I felt consumed by sadness for Sam and a few other things that have occurred.  But in a moment when I was almost totally lost in those feelings, I turned on the hose to water my flowers and Todd became excited about the chance to play.
A couple of minutes of watching him have fun and my blues were gone.  
Just in time for the weekend.  

41 comments:

  1. Sending you hugs and wishes for an awesome weekend!

    Sam

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  2. i am sorry about sam's tumor. poor boy. but todd is an angel. :)

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  3. Sorry to hear of Sams tumor, I do hope the swelling goes down . That Todd what a ham . Hope you have a good weekend.

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  4. You are doing the work of an Angel.

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  5. Good tonic from Todd. Big hugs being sent to Sam from Skoog Farm.

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  6. Sometimes I think you take on too much. I am glad you have Todd, a healthy pup to put a bit of spark into your life. :-))

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  7. Sending you lots of hugs and sending up prayers for strength and wisdom during this stressful time.
    Gotta love that Todd...he knew you needed a spirit lift!!

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  8. Sorry about Sam.

    Yep after all the hurry-scurry it's like the letdown after Christmas.

    Good for Todd, he's good for you!

    Been missing you.

    XXX

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  9. GOOD JOB Todd! Why to chase the blues away.
    Blessings,
    Goose

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  10. Todd, you know your assignment!!

    -Bart and Ruby

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  11. My dog can almost always put a smile on my face and take the blues away. I hope you have a good weekend. Rest, relax, do whatever makes you happy!

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  12. Sweet Kim
    I know how exhaugsted you must feel.
    I bet if we come over in the morning with a picnic basket of chicken noodle soup, some bread, lemon aid and brownies,,,you would feel better. Of course we would just stay long enough to hear a relaxing sign come from you.
    And the medicine that comes from Todds heart- is just what your soul is needing.
    Sometimes life has so many turns and jags, that it is hard to keep balancing on the edges of the cliffs that we find ourself on.
    We know your worrys about Sam, and we keep him in our thoughts that he does not hurt, and that hopefully the medicines will work.
    I wish we could make all the storm clouds go away, and let the sun rays calm you.
    We send you love
    xoxo
    tweedles

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  13. Sorry you've been feeling down, Kim, and the reasons why. Todd knew what to do to make you feel better, didn't he? What a bundle of fun and mischief :o)

    xx

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  14. Hope you have a wonderful weekend to make up for your busy week. (I felt sad yesterday when I read Wilf the PON blog to find he had passed away to the other world, couldn't see the screen for a while....allergies here maybe!).

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  15. the yin and yang of dog keeping
    eh?

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  16. I'm sorry the herbs aren't working for Sam. You must find yourself on an emotional roller coaster some days. Thank goodness you have Todd and all his goofiness to lift your spirits! Try to enjoy your weekend! :)

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  17. Aww, sorry to read this about Sam, fingers crossed for him.
    Leave it to Todd to make you smile, he's a character :)
    Hope you have a lovely weekend, and things look brighter.
    Hugs,
    ~Jo

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  18. My heart and prayers are with you and Sam. I hope you get a chance to relax and recharge this weekend. You do so much for so many...

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  19. wish I had Todd
    but I am glad that he lifted your sagging being
    poor Sam...

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  20. Isn't it amazing how our furry four legged friends can lift our spirits? Sorry you were down for a bit but hopefully you will find joy all weekend Kim!
    xo Catherine

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  21. I think Todd could sense that you needed cheering up.Hope you have a relaxing weekend Kim. :0)

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  22. I've been out of touch for a week or so here and am just getting caught up ~ That Todd sure does keep you on your toes! Thank goodness he also as the magical ability to lift your spirits! Stick close to him this weekend and enjoy the time that you have left with Sammy as best you can. There will be time enough to grieve when he's gone...

    (said the woman who cries just reading about Sammy's decline)

    Have a happy weekend, my Friend. You deserve it!

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  23. I need some Todd tonic over here - he sure is a wonderful pet!

    Love Leanne

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  24. What Todd did for you today, is in Scotty Boy 101, which they learn from their mothers. They get better at it as they get older. When they get real old, sometimes they start forgetting it, but right now is prime time, so enjoy this jokester everyday!

    Cheers,
    Jo, Stella and Zkhat

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  25. I'm so glad that Todd cheered you up :o) One of my mom's German Shepherds loved to play in the sprinkler and hose spray, it was always a blast to watch her!

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  26. Hi Kim, I hope that Todd is bringing smiles and joy to you today. Amazing how a puppy can change our lives so much. I've become that dog lady who loves her little guy so much and tries to take him everywhere I go-almost. I'm sorry about Sam but hopefully with the pain med's, you'll have a good deal of time with him.
    Have a wonderful weekend my friend.
    Hugs,Noreen & Hunter

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  27. Oh Todd, thank you for helping with the blues. I so love the adventures of Todd.

    Please give Sam a huge hug for me.

    Then go turn the water on again for Todd. Let Sam watch. even the old and the sick, enjoy seeing joy like that.

    Love
    Bert and My Vickie

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  28. Oh I am sorry to hear about this, but I am glad you were given a chance to laugh and enjoy this weekend!

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  29. We are sorry to hear about Sam and are praying for him. Thank goodness for Todd and his puppy happiness. They save us, they really do.

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  30. So sorry to hear about Sam. We love our dogs so much but their lives are just too short. I'm sending well wishes your way.

    ~Joyce

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  31. Sweet Sam, I hope the Chinese herbs help, I am sending good thoughts your way.

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  32. I'm sending a load of love and hugs your way! I hope you gave Todd a lecture about playing with the toxic toads, we don't need any more close encounters of the toad kind!! Have a relaxing weekend, all of you!!

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  33. One look at the Todd Bush in your yard would cheer up anyone. :)

    We're so sorry to hear Sam's tumor is growing. You know he - and you - are surrounded by our love.

    Jed & Abby

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  34. Hopefully you will get some rest. I hope Sams treatment will work and that his previous owner will be able to see him. Todd is s riot. Never a dull moment with him around. Have a wonderful weekend,
    ANA

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  35. Yay for Todd! We all need a Todd in our lives, to make us smile even when it seems like there are a lot of reasons not to.

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  36. I`m so happy Todd was able to make you laugh in the midst of having the blues,dogs are silly like that.I hope & pray that Sam`s tumor will slow down & halt.We hate to see our animals suffer for sure.Sending love & prayers your way,phyllis

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  37. Aww Kim... I love happy endings. That last picture is so sweet!! Hope you're having a good weekend. It's been beautiful weather-wise, right?

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  38. My furry kids usually bring me out of my funk -- hope your week is better, Kim, and hugs to Sam and Todd.

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  39. Sending hugs Sam's way - and to you too.

    Woofs
    Nadine & golden Neeli

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  40. You know I haven't been around much lately, but just had a small break and was trying to catch up on my fav blogs. That Todd always makes me laugh too, and all I see is pics of him. That looks just like my lil Sophie with that water hose. She loves it! Just read about the toad, and oh my, I had no idea!! I am glad Todd is ok, and I hope your feeling better too. You do a lot of good for a lot of folks (and a whole bunch of animals too!!)

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