Good-Bye to Our Spirited Girl Lily

For a few weeks I knew that our girl Lily was not doing well. She was struggling to get to her feet, her appetite was off, and I could see that her fun and very effervescent sparkly spirit was fading. 

~My favorite photo of Lily ❤ ~

As always, I feel like we are accompanying them on their life's journey and we let them set their own pace. On Tuesday morning, I knew it was time to say goodbye to Lily. 

Lily came to us in March of 2023 from an overwhelmed working single Mom of 2 young girls. I reread the email that she sent to the rescue, and my heart still goes out to her. I hope she's been able to find the needed balance in her life.  

Hello, I am inquiring about giving up my golden retriever. This is really hard to even inquire about as I don’t want to give her up, but she is being neglected from love and care that I know she deserves. She is 11 years old. She can barely go up the 3 steps to outside.....  She was my world for about 5 years, then I had kids. Now I’m divorced and a single mother. I don’t have money to take her to the vet, for medications, even to have her groomed. I am too busy to brush her, to love her, to care for her. I am too busy. I barely have enough time to see my kids as I work full time. When I am home, I don’t want to see the dog I want to see my kids. I feel so badly for her. She has arthritis so she needs medication probably, that I can’t afford. She is disheveled, overweight, and never taken on walks. I am so guilty about all of this. She does deserve better.

Lily did struggle with two bad knees that made her getting around a challenge. And, as if that wasn't enough, in the fall of 2023, she was diagnosed with a form of leukemia. She was taken to the holistic vet and we started giving her two different Chinese herbs to boost her red blood cell count and overall health. 

They herbs worked for Lily. Her last visits to see the holistic vet showed improvement and gave us an extra year and-a-half with her. 

Birthday celebrations with Lily! 

Despite what may have been going on on the inside, Lily's bright spirited soul and her ever constant smile and quirky personality always made me smile and laugh even on my hardest days -- She really did the silliest things....🥰 But I am beyond grateful that we had the chance to share our lives with Lily and to know and love her-- And I'm equally grateful and thankful to the rescue for always being there for dogs like Lily and providing for their care no matter what their diagnosis. 

It's 4 days since Lily left and of course I really miss her. I miss hearing her opinion and howling at all hours of the day and night. I look forward to the day when she can tell me some of those things I tried but just didn't understand, when we meet again at the rainbow bridge. (Photo below, the day we met)